>scary thought … at least for me
>came across this blog .... whose main title was
i blog, therefore i am
!!! ouch
>nothing
>last night i saw "about a boy" .. its abt a man .. who does nothing .. yup nothing at all ... he's 38 and has never worked ... just sits and watch tv and eat and sleep and go to malls to get more food ... ok that it self is work :)) .. but he nevr works ... he's living off on the royalty money that comes from a song that his father wrote way back in 50's ...
now for my point .. how can anyone do that ... "nothing" .. nothing at all ... ok even if i get so much money that i dont have to "work" for money... i still have like so many things to do .. so many that i need time to remebr all those ...
and then i this .. reshma wrote this .. " So I just walked out onto the balcony. Heady experience - darkness all around, and not a soul anywhere, only the sound of the gusts of wind. I just stood there for sometime, and for a change, I did not think about anything - I just let it wash over me. " .....
this is something i dont think i can do .. there is not a single moment when my mind is free of some topic... something or the other just keeps going on in my mind.. ... hmm ... ... no time for it right now .. maybe some day later
>I realise
>That prayers dont guarantee miracles,but they still heal.
That every emotion doesnt need words for expression,u can feel someone's care through their eyes.
That eyes speak volumes,u can estimate perfectly the beauty n truth underneath the skin.
That unless u learn to be ur own emotional anchor,u cannot be one to someone else n someone else cannot be one to u.
That a lesson will be repeated again,till u ve learnt it well enough.
:) .. edited by me .. picked from http://uncensored.rediffblogs.com/ .. dont know where it actually originated :)
>governing dynamics
>i have no idea what it is (will read abt it today :D ) .. but i saw "a beautiful mind" ... again ... on star and thats where this came from ... this is abt this genius John nash .. and how he overcame schizophrenia to win the Nobel Prize.
now schizophrenia is : A mental disorder that causes a separation between the thought processes and the emotions. Consumers may experience confusion of reality with hallucinations and/or delusions and may become paranoid.
as i watched the movie i was thinking ..... the guy "supposedly his college roommate" ... helped him go through his life at college (this is how its shown in the movie )... what if he was not suffering from schizophrenia .. dont know if he could have done so good without his "so called friends" ... maybe i'm wrong .. but this is how its shown in the movie ..
another thing i do is whenever i see a movie a have seen previously .. i always find out so many unanswered questions ... and so many mistakes in that movie .. cos when i see the movie for the first time .. i normally dont let my brain come in between ... thats how i think u should see a movie ... u enjoy a movie much much more :)
i remeber the diffrence there was when i saw "titanic" the first time and the second time .. the first time ( if u remove the sobbing girls/aunties from the background ) was an ok time pass movie .. but then even though i never wanted to see it again on a big screen... i was forced to see it by some of my college friends(blame it more on the veli girls) .. all i did in the movie was find the mistakes and how bad the graphics were actually .... :)) .. and then in the end u have to deal with sobbing girls ... 
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